Antonia Kidman reflects on how her father Anthony’s death made her embrace her 50th birthday

The younger sister of movie star Nicole Kidman is celebrating her 50th birthday on Tuesday.

But mother-of-six Antonia isn’t sad about getting older- she’s excited to be greeting it with ‘open arms’.

Antonia said on Monday she sees each birthday as a ‘gift’ after losing her father Anthony following a heart attack in 2014.

Milestone birthday: On Monday, Nicole Kidman’s younger sister Antonia (pictured) reflected on in a column she wrote for 9 Honey how her father Anthony’s sudden death in 2014 has made her embrace her 50th birthday with ‘open arms’

‘In a society that seems to place so much emphasis on youth, I am going to buck the trend and look forward to the years ahead,’ she wrote in her column for 9 Honey .

The journalist-turned-lawyer admitted that Anthony’s sudden death had a profound impact on her, making her appreciate the simple things in life, such as swimming.

‘Life is a gift at any age, and moving forward I have an obligation to respect and savour every moment of it,’ she added.

'In a society that seems to place so much emphasis on youth, I am going to buck the trend and look forward to the years ahead,' she explained

‘In a society that seems to place so much emphasis on youth, I am going to buck the trend and look forward to the years ahead,’ she explained 

Feeling much more ‘self-assured and in charge’ then she did in her 20s and 30s, Antonia says she no longer feels pressure to pursue her ‘dreams with frenzied abandon’.

Instead, she’s planning to focus on spending more time laughing with the people she loves and taking time out to do the activities she truly enjoys.

Last week, the doting mother sent fans into overdrive when she shared a sweet family photo with her lookalike daughter Lucia, 22, and one of her sons. 

Realising what's important: The journalist-turned-lawyer admitted that Anthony's sudden death had a profound impact on her, making her appreciate the simple things in life such as swimming. 'Life is a gift at any age, and moving forward I have an obligation to respect and savour every moment of it,' she added (Pictured left to right Anthony, Antonia and Janelle)

Realising what’s important: The journalist-turned-lawyer admitted that Anthony’s sudden death had a profound impact on her, making her appreciate the simple things in life such as swimming. ‘Life is a gift at any age, and moving forward I have an obligation to respect and savour every moment of it,’ she added (Pictured left to right Anthony, Antonia and Janelle) 

Followers rushed to comment, telling Antonia how much her children,particulary her daughter, look like her.   

‘Lucia looks so much like you, absolutely gorgeous,’ one fan commented underneath. 

Another added: ‘Sweet. They look like their mum.’

'She looks so much like you!' last week, Antonia sent fans into overdrive as she shared a sweet family photo with lookalike daughter Lucia and her son

‘She looks so much like you!’ last week, Antonia sent fans into overdrive as she shared a sweet family photo with lookalike daughter Lucia and her son

Another remarked: ‘Double of you.’

‘Gorgeous mum and children,’ one fan added. 

Antonia has six children, four from her marriage to the late Angus Hawley, Lucia, Sybella, 13, Hamish, 19, and James, 17. 

'Double of you': The 49-year-old journalist sent fans into a frenzy with her Instagram picture, with followers commenting how much her children, and in particular her daughter, looks like her

‘Double of you’: The 49-year-old journalist sent fans into a frenzy with her Instagram picture, with followers commenting how much her children, and in particular her daughter, looks like her

It's all in the genes! Lucia is a spitting image of her doting mother

It’s all in the genes! Lucia is a spitting image of her doting mother

She also has two sons with businessman husband Craig Marran, Nicholas, nine, and Alexander, seven. 

Angus tragically died of a heart attack in 2015.  

Family: Antonia has six children, four from her marriage to the late Angus Hawley, Lucia, Sybella, 13, Hamish, 19, and James, 17. She also has two sons with businessman husband Craig Marran, Nicholas, nine, and Alexander, seven

Family: Antonia has six children, four from her marriage to the late Angus Hawley, Lucia, Sybella, 13, Hamish, 19, and James, 17. She also has two sons with businessman husband Craig Marran, Nicholas, nine, and Alexander, seven